The Human Race is doomed

Time and time again the human race has failed me. Case in point: traffic jams. Logic would dictate that if everyone follows the speed limit...then traffic flow will always be even. So then why do these moronic fucks love to slow down to watch an accident? Is there something interesting to see? Do you wish to see another human being crawling from their wreckage in blood? You sick twisted demented fucks. Drive along and mind your business. There are others with lives to carry out. The worst is when the accident occurs on the other side of oncomnig traffic. And please, when you clearly see someone ahead of you who wants in, be a good sumaritan and let them in. Don't be a dick in a hummer. One of these days..I'll see on the news....of how some dude will get out of his car in a stand still grid lock....and pop lead into some tires. Or worse yet, heads. Cooler heads will prevail, if only ignorance was not a right.

And what is it about Pacific Mall that aggrevates me so? It seems..whenever i look for a parking space....there is none. Yet when a show is happening....there doesn't seem to be as many people in the mall as there are vehicles. What do you people do? Buy a fake CD and leave? Yes pop tastes great....but the pop that's coming out is flat as a marble slab table. Goodlord, talent in the Chinese music comes from who can make the best orgasmic face while hitting a fucking sub par note. Great you've got a heartache. Sing about some real problems. Your chords are so predictable i can draw a map of your entire music career which will be...til next month?

Nearly losing it now with these interviews. Why is it when i need to study for an interview my dad has some dumb fuck job for me to do. Go clean the mother fucking toilet. Yeah i know you have an interview tomorrow for a job in which our whole family needs the money. But my shit hole needs a little scrub. Oh come with me to change the engine oil...cause THAT'S a fucking two person job. Yeah i can spend time with you, but NOT when you are fucking comparing me to my colleagues who have jobs. I'm sorry if I don't have a dad with mad connections....or even better....a senior engineer in the fucking company already. STOP FUCKING SMOKING and maybe you'll have a couple bucks to pitch in for the house. God, please don't make me like him....

What happens when you empty your pockets to someone only to have them yell at you to do something....in which you needed that very same money to do? CATCH 22! HOORAY!

What happens when a society refuses to recognize you because you need something from a job...yet without that recognition you can't get a job? CATCH 22! HOORAY!

The stars have fallen and my wishes I have made. I await your reply...If they don't come true....then THAT is truly a travesty of Justice...S mother fucking...Justice...

Pressure Gauge now reads green...

Shit....I think she truly is waiting for me to settle down. What can a prime girl like her see in me? Sorry to say at even this point i'm not sure where I'll be. It would be nice to share life with her. Hints of life advancement interrogation...the cute baby talks...it seems like everytime I'm with her it's always a golden moment. Hope I can make up my dumb mind soon. Losing out on a chance like this would truly be saddening...Gawd she looks great in that Chinese dress. A smile so contagious. Not to mention a great head on her shoulders. Assertive and sure. Exactly what i need. Let's find that job first...

I'm...home?...

2 promotions and 1 demotion later...

I find myself despising....ahem..myself....for not taking that government job. Truly the promises of he corporate world hold no merit. JSF training? Wtf...pfft....I got trained on how to order tuna subs was more like it. Then I find myself back in my old position. A fucking depressing well of slimey moss...dark...cold...unable to breath. You fucking expect me....to sit 8 hours with nothing to do...and not go on the net?...right...just take your creepy googley eyes and shift them elsewhere you dick. You helped me? No my square headed friend...we boosted you to your seat. But I must admit...your asshole is tight enough for the higher ups to have you....

Right...so some dumb drunk white guy decides to break into my house while I was asleep. Awesome. I go downstairs half naked to see a huge jacket go into my window. Why did I bother talkng to him...I don't know. BUt I wish I did more than cut his arms. God did I actually feel sympathy for this ass? I should've stabbed him for a blood sample to give cops. I'm curious as to what I am legally alowed to do in that situation....I would love to stab him. Of all the days my dad decided to go find a job...yeah...that day had to be it. Fate is funny. Bring it the fuck on. I will up the game the next time this occurs again...and I feel sorry for the next victim....err...robber...

Why did I agree for that brief period to be that girls bf? I think mostly cause she was going through ex issues and I just wanted to give her some relief. But I couldn't keep going. It was wrong of me to do so. A sweet, intelligent girl used like a rag doll by some dumb fuck. That guy is truly a piece of work. But that whole situation is ugly and I am glad I walkd away from it without neither of us being hurt. She'll be alright I think.

Time and time again...it's my band that keeps me happy and fired up. Lots of events coming up....need to get off my lazy ass to update the site. HAHA Mr. Lau....you do look like a white guy...and taht's right....Nanette has told me all abut you. I can't believe I winked at you lol. Is that why you didn't want to talk to me? Aww...

There is a season...turn,turn,turn....

Oh geez, how long has it been since I wrote here? Thought I'd add something before Xanga takes me off for inactivity. I don't know I don't think they do that bu who knows.

Wow, just wow. Lots of things have happened and lots of things WILL happen. This has been that kinda month. Car accidents....lost jobs...not me...but the people around me. I can't explain it, this has sparked some odd mental anxiety provoking me to find comforts of sorts. The passing of my grandmother was the finisher. It's so unreal....and yet my soul seems to have accepted this long before it came to be. I think it was so traumatizing that I couldn't even bring myself to many tears. Ack not much time left to finish this. Thank goodness for my job...my popularity has soared me to the favour of even the elite. It seems everything I do gets praise. Even taking a shit.

Loving the IPod my sister got me. This thing is so revolutionary....no longer will I have to carry a huge ass CD carrying case with a bulky CD player. I had some great times witht eh CD player. We've seen alot together....but I was growing tired of the excess baggage. I think I will retire it.

Oh man....my DS. You've saved me on many occassions. God, testing sensors is so fucking long and tedious.

And so my career as a solo karaoke singer has been re-kindled. Fun stuff, i get to practise my dance things there and relive old Aaron Kwok,Jay Chow and david tao songs as well. Although I think these guys are more serious than the others I have done this for. Damn wardrobe critiques....I dun wanna buy new shit to wear...I'll just borrow from Mr.Jacky. These guys are really great...so warm and fun loving. The owner's daughter reminded me of someone....just don't know who. Saw the sound check guy and he was like,"HOLY SHIT! It's you!.....Again!" A fan of my band's. Thanks goodnes for familiar faces. Seems I can't escape this guy. Bumped into him at Pacific Mall two times already. Is fate telling me this guy will be working with me for a long time?

YES!! Yan, Nanette and Bigham have chosen me to guest sing at their concert. This is awesome. I always dreamed of doing an event like this with Yan and many other former contestants. I'm very excited about this. This is for you my friend....err...not Jimmy or Elliot....only Yan and Nanette lol.

Popping and locking has become a part of me now. I've done so many shows for the guys plus my own solo thing. Kung fu hustle on feb 17th. I think Chris and Josh will also be there. At first I was like,"WTF!? Doris doesn't want me to do CNE?....ok...." But then I realized she wanted me there for teh wushu background. PLus coincidence has always been a huge part of my life and Chris and Josh will be there as well so it works out. I wonder if Ines is hot lol. Bunz....so silly.... 

Oooo i better update the band website soon lots of nice things going on. Anime North, U of T, Rogers singing concert, Asia Nites. This year is INSANE. Our band is in full throttle and it seems songs are coming out of every orifice Jon and Belden has. While mine......is still undergoing changes....I have a rock ballad...but just too busy with shit to finish it. But I do intend to. I think the fans will like it.

My Rabbeet is back in my life. <3 And I pray it stays that way for good.

Urban Legends...

Bored one day and started watching these vids. Now I am not one to be bought so easily...but check THIS out. Stairway to Heaven scares me. But what really got me was Brittany Spears....omgz lol. I wonder what my band's songs sound like backwards? O.o err...I'd rather not find out....